Annoying Jasers

So, most people who know me know that I really hate making decisions, even though its up to me to do so.  The biggest problem I have is that I try to make decisions that will please everyone, and almost every single time, that is just not possible.  It kind of sucks because I honestly feel bad if I pick something that someone might not enjoy.  For example, if i decide on a restaurant and we all end up going there and I see one person not eating because he might not like that type of food or whatever, I feel really bad.

Now, I know that its not really my place or responsibility to feel bad, especially if the decision was ignored by everyone else and I was told to just pick a place.  Being as how I really am pretty indecisive and am like this, I can get very damn annoying when asking people what they want to do constantly, to the point where they get very mad and annoyed at me and say, make a decision already!  I just can’t help it and honestly most of the time I don’t notice how annoying this can be.

Until….

I met someone who kept asking me things over and over and over again.  And I’m like, WTF, just decide already or just do it already or just leave me the heck alone already!  At least when I’m indecisive, its because I want everyone to be happy.  I don’t know what this person’s excuse is.  Doesn’t want to mess up or look bad?  But, I’d be hypocritical to say anything worse than that because as I just said, I’m the same way, and now I know firsthand how freaking annoying it can be.  I am going to have to be more decisive in the future, and just decide right away if any type of decision is ignored by everyone and thrust on me.  At least, I tell myself I will…